LIVE! Operation. Sec3 camp 2009

On 25 March - 27 March 2009 is our camp at Jalan Lekar. First thought is that we gonna suffered in this camp as from what we heard from the sec4s that went to the camp last year but we're so so totally wrong because as we go on getting to know the PMs we actually enjoyed ourselves so much. In fact some of us complain to our form-teacher that we want to go home because we really thought we will have military camp.

The first day of camp we start to know our two PMs that in-charge of my class they're PM Ah Hao and PM Mabel. When we're on our way to Jalan Lekar i guess we're also feeling very excited about this camp and as we reach we put down our bags at our bed where we will be sleeping. Our PMs told us we're going to carry on with our first activity it is the "Postman Walk" when we saw what is Postman Walk all the girls from my class don't want to even try it so first few guys went while the rest give our support because before we carry on we must shout our name and our goals and if we did not control we will fall into the river. Some of us made it and even injured our hands but some fall into the river. Not even a girl want to try and PM Mabel keep on telling me, encourage me to go and she say it like three times,(Thanks for your support PM Mabel) then next Ms. Suhaila and my classmate give me their support and i be the first girl in class to go for it and i made it to the end.=) On the same day there's 4 of us been chosen as private they're, Jin Hao, Jeremy, Dominic, myself and it also will be pass on to others that our PMs decide.

In this camp there's a lot of activities that we must do it together as a class and I'm very proud of my classmate because through this camp i can see that my classmate, we really support one another, we cooperate and most importantly we're so so discipline. Hope that we can apply this in school and pass this message to the other 12pupils that didn't go for this camp.

The second day early morning we do pity and Success clap if i'm not wrong we did up to 1100. After that we went down to the HQ for our breakfast then we continue with our next activities. After a few activities there's an activity which all of us including PM Ah Hao, PM Mabel, Ms. Oh and Ms. Suhaila take part. Some of the girls fall down but the rest of us keep cheering for one another and still made it. I belief each and everyone of us bring something back after this camp. When its time for all of us to get shower and have our dinner 4 of us from every classes been chosen again. This time our PMs choose Ling Yi, Jeremy, Dominic, myself and we been told to write down our goals in future and do a mental physical training for 55Min's but we made it to 1hr something like that. Then we went for jogging for quite far distance then my left ankle hurt and i stop for awhile but Jeremy and Ling Yi support me from the back shouting for me. Thanks guys!=)

The third day its time for us to clean all the place but Ah Hao told us we can slack and we chit chat with each other. Our lovely PM Mabel brought us something again, its a chocolate, about 9plus we must be back at HQ and settle down. We also had appreciation session where we write whatever we want and give it to them. I wrote for PM Ah Hao, PM Mabel, Ms. Oh, Ms. Suhaila, i give to Ms. Oh first and i saw her crying i can't stop myself but i also cry. After the appreciation we move a side and took pictures together then while Ms. Suhaila wanted to tell us something she also cry and almost the whole class cry to.

When we reach in school we're supposed to gathered for one last time but most of us don't know so they just left. I saw my junior class 1Formidable most of them crying and one of the girl just came up to me and hug me. Its really a very touching day that so many "water coolers" around and i end my camp day in school hugging my lovely PM Mabel and PM Suhaila. Love and miss you guys so much! The memories we had together will always be remembered.=)

Love,
Kay

After soo long...

It have been a very very long time since my last post in 2008 and here i am with my first post in 2009!=) So many things had happen this year, now that term one is ending soon and i really gonna start the term two with a positive one, will try hard to be a better person and really try very hard to study harder. Well, this year i'm very happy with my results but will still try harder to get better results in future.

and glad to see her again after so long. I saw her and i can tell she's feeling down very sad, discourage, i ask her what happen, she just can't take it and cry while she telling me what's bothering her at that point of time. I understand exactly how she feel because i experience it before and it almost made me tears. I belief that she able to over come all that happening to her life right now and i also told her that if she need any help i will always be there anytime. So, i walk her to the bus stop and it almost 2pm so i rush back to school so Yesterday, I'd CCA in school i should be in school 15mins before 2pm but i saw my primary school best friendi'll be on time for CCA. I really hope to see her again, get to talk to her and encourage her to preserver in all that she got to face.

Then in school hall start to play Table-Tennis, this time i really gonna train very hard and will always try hard, harder in all that i'm doing from now on... Will learn how to never ever give up in life and do better in all that i'm doing!

For you Sis!

Dearest Sister,

This post is specially for you and this is what i really wanna share with you.

Last few weeks kan, when i tengah buat kerje kat LJS i saw two person that really looks like you. The first person i saw, the look, the height, the way she dress up etc... Most of it really like you and when she eating with her family i tak tahu kenapa tapi i asyik tengok kan dia aje all the way then dia turn and look at me then i also turn look at other place. Bila dia dahbis makan i masih lagi buat kerje and of cause i tak leh stop buat kerje and malam tu ada ramai orang. Then nak tengok kat dia i see that she left, i was like looking for her all around then i realized and ask myself "Kenapa cari dia bila dia actually bukan Kak Kartini?".

The second person, i pon tengok dia she look macam you beh i also tell myself untuk jangan terlalu mengikutkan perasaan. Tapi orang yang pertama i betul-betul sadar dengan apa yang i nampak dan itu bukan lah hayalan. I guess i really miss you so so much and thats why this kind of feelings timbul. I juga amat faham kenapa susah sangat kita nak jumpa each other and i tahu suatu hari nanti kita pasti akan jumpa each other... InsyaAllah... The most things that i want you to know that even if i get to just see you for few seconds with or without saying anything or i get to see you for few minutes i'm still happy and appreciate it so much... Because i really miss you so so much and i can't deny it... Last but not least, Masa yang akan menentukan segala-galanya... Take Care!!=)




With lots of Love,
Kartini...

Sentosa outing

Yesterday was the most relaxing and happy day. Went to Sentosa, Palawan beach with primary school friends, they're Sheilla, Shakinah, Syafiqah, Erma, Nadia for the gals and the guys Rafqi and Irsyad. Once we reach there we settle down and some of them get change as they wants to swim at the beach. But out of seven of us Sheilla and myself did not swim and we just take care of the stuff, our bags and our dearest Sheilla and Shakinah, so sweet of them to prepared some foods for us....Well, after all not the foods thats important, the most happy times is that when we spend our time together, talk to each other, the laughter, the smile etc...and especially me from the start of the day keep disturbing there and here... Haha... All that will always be remembered...

We really enjoy ourselves so much and after had lots of fun swimming in the beach they went to toilet to bath and while me and Sheilla pack up getting ready to go Vivo city for our dinner. But in the end me, Shakinah, Rafqi and Irshad, only the four of us had our dinner at banquet. After dinner Syafiqah and Nadia can't stay longer with us and both of them leave together. So left the five of us, we walk around the Vivo city and took pictures again...

We also do talk about our future, that will we still be going out together in future as we're aware that we definitely will be very busy with our own stuff when school re-open. But then, i still belief that we will still meet each other in future and its all up to us whether to still keep in touch or not... Hope that we will always keep in touch to each other and our friendship will last forever... InsyaAllah... Amin... =)

A month...

Finally, i get the chance to blog and pen down whatever that i've been keeping to myself. Actually though i could tell her and share with her but it seems impossible to tell her anything ever since this holidays start. Oh well, can't blame anyone about that...

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It have been a month, a month that you leave me and don't you know that its really hurts to lose our loved ones.

I love you so so much that i won't and couldn't deny that but why are you doing this to me. What happening to you and how are you right now i don't even know.

All i know is that i miss you soo much that i can't even focus in whatever i'm doing. As i'm typing this my left hand hurts...

I'm injured because i can't stop myself from thinking of you this past few days and the pain on my hand is not as pain as in my heart. I tried to accept the reality fact, i accept that although its very painful and its really hurts me.

Someone always told me to keep this faith stronger and i have learn lots of things from that someone...

Everyday when i wake up, starting my day and go on with my life, i try and try to keep this faith stronger. What should i do now?! Why do you do this to me? Its really hurts me so much...

You give me hope... You give me promises... But now, you give me empty promises and you're nowhere. I hate empty promises i hate it! You give me hope and i hope for it and i trust you but now i myself don't understand why....

I've learn something very useful

Yesterday went back to school in the morning for table-tennis from 9am-12pm. When its time we pack up and gather as the two teachers in-charge had something to tell us about the camp that is postpone to next month. During the training i'm quite slack as i'm very very tired on that day and very sleepy also, so i walk around quite sometime. Then i saw "Siao jie" going to toilet, walk towards her and i say "BOO" in a very low tone. She was damn shock right away she hug me and i'm also shock cause she suddenly hug me. Haha... She so funny and cute!! =)

I leave school with Vanessa and all the way from school to the mrt we were talking about someone for very long. Hmmm...as we were talking about that someone i'm starting feeling quite sad also cause next year will be very different from last year and this year. Oh well, we really had a nice chit chat together. After that the both of us take our on way she go home and i meet Ck for lunch. We had lunch at Long John Silver at amk as we're really sick of MacDonald's and KFC most of the time meet keep on eat the same thing.

After sometime we at amkhub we went back to school as Ck have workshop at 7pm-9pm. As we walking in the security guards say that Ck is out of bound from school and one of the security guard bring her to see Om. While i was told to wait outside the general office(GO) after Om talk to her we went to the canteen to sit the we change place to level four. Both of us went down to look for MK as i need him to help me in some stuff. Then went to his table and we chit chat while he do his works after that Ck got to go for the workshop and i follow her. I end up staying back cause the teachers need my help so i stay back and help out.

I have learn something very useful and i'm glad that i had the opportunity to join in the workshop. There's mayflower ex-student that came back for this workshop as this workshop is meant for them. This workshop is about mentors and the opposite is mentes. Its about how mentors face and help their mentes that have their own problems and need help. I get to listen to all the conversation and discussion i think its really a great opportunity. After the workshop end i take the opportunity to ask some questions to one of the councilors. I would like to share about this workshop to anyone that interested to.

Then i and Ck walk to the bus stop till we're in the bus we keep on sing and dance we're like a crazy pupil. Haha...we sing the song title "That thing you do" its a song that MK and his gang use for their performance for the MF charity dinner. Oh well, i really had a nice and enjoying day...=)