One Month Plus

It been pretty long since the last post which is last month and here I'm back again to update my blog. I'm not sure how am i gonna start to say about my Life lately but guess everything are still under control no matter what difficulties or happiness i gone through. Nothing is easy in life, no matter how hard or easy it is we still got to face it and not to run away from it.

My experience in life that I've shared with some pupils that i trust and feel comfortable talking to and one of them is my school full-time counselor (Mrs. John). Seldom do i turn to her instead of two pupil in school that i trust the most and it's all because of some reasons of myself that not to mention here. Mrs. John said that i been carrying burdens on me for a long time and at my age to carry such burdens takes lots of energy and I'm very mature to handle all that and that is what she said, something like that i guess.

The maturity of mine are all base of my experience in life for 15years plus and soon 16years. Some stuffs about my life here, i been working since I'm 14years old ever since i came from single parent and mum is my mother and father. I started working and some people may think i shouldn't be working at my age and should be focusing with my studies now especially this year as I'm sitting for my N level. But honestly no one knows how i have been going through my life all this while. It's very tough but i still go through it and at times i feel very tired but i still have to move on.

I definitely have a choice whether i wanna work or not but i have to work to support myself in order to give some help to my mum as she's alone to pay all the bills and to raise me up all alone by herselves. Just like what i said it's very tough for me but i still have to go through it because offend i try to remind myself that there are people out there who are going through their life even worst compared to me.