Not a good start...

Early morning wake up my head quite pain and really thought i will be fine. While in the bus on my way to school it is really not a good start of the day seriously, as there's a man look like in his fifty or more i don't know but what i am sure not happy about is that he cough soo many times and didn't even bother to cover his mouth and he sit damn near to me!=_= Now i got fever or in fact HIGH fever! Hais...i want go school tomorrow leh...

In school everyday must take temperature twice a day, today I'm surprised by my temperature i took like four time and its still the same more than 37.6'C. It took me few minutes to tell my form teacher about it as i don't want to go down and been quarantine but it's a very irresponsible act so i told her. I'm surprised that my temperature is high because i seldom fall sick and normally once i fall sick I'll have a very very high fever and that's totally bad just like now. While I sit down at the canteen the new VP in my school keep monitoring my temperature and i keep telling him I'm fine and want to go back to class. At last, i made it! After drinking bottles of water my temperature is down and the new VP was like keep taking my temperature and i was like wondering why i asked and he told me that because my temperature suddenly get down till very low. Amazing!=)

Just now when i reach home can't deny it that i do feel a bit weak and i put my bag a side take towel put cool water and keep rubbing it on my face and neck. I seriously want to go school tomorrow and honestly i never skip school ever since i in sec1 but think this year i skip school one day and that's like my first time. I keep taking my temperature just now and it's getting higher, my first temperature was like...38.5'C and even i took few times it is still the same! Now i am still taking my temperature and will keep monitoring my own temperature till i am really feeling better, my temperature is down and my condition allow me to go school tomorrow...=)

Marina Barrage

Today morning went to Marina Barrage for the guides thing, took mrt to Marina Bay then took the shuttle service there. Reach there i walk to the mayflowersec booth, theres Mrs. Ess and some other students helping out there, also the choir group that performed, they sang three songs i manage to watch the first song as i got to look for someone named "Elizabeth" the officer there and lastly some of mayflower students that join the dragon boat competition and they get the last place but it's ok as it is good efforts. Well done guys!

So am suppose to be there by 11am but i reach there an hour earlier and even took some pictures there. Actually, me and another guy, we're there to learn how to be guides for Marina Barrage as what been told by Mdm Suhaila this morning when i message her. I can't find Elizabeth till some of them from the Singapore Polytechnic distributed our lunch and there i see Elizabeth. Been told to have our lunch first and then to contact her, we went to the gallery and my gosh it is damn interesting, the place inside are very beautiful, it was awesome and after that theres some guides from Singapore Polytechnic i guess.

They show and tell us, basically everything about Singapore in the past and also a head in future from now. Their information are somehow useful and clear and after all not so bad i do learned more about Singapore History like the river, what are gonna happen at different areas etc,etc... The place was awesome and once you go there you will definitely love it and think only if you are interested in history of Singapore. Next we will have another training with them not sure when but they will email to our teacher in-charge and i am definitely looking forward to it. It's a great opportunity!=)

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New Bag!
Today is fathers day well, nahh...nothing much to talk about it or even this topic. Well, my mum bought 15durians and KFC for us especially my grandfather. Just now meet my mum at Chong Pang then was damn tired to as i'm not enough sleep, feeling very lazy and as we walk i saw a bag that got my eyes to it and my very first bag that the colour is blue! My favourite colour and normally when i buy bags it will always be black this time i choose blue and i bought with my own money leh..hehe...

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Side.

Table-Tennis

Yesterday had competition at Table-Tennis Association in Toa Payoh and at about 4:30pm meet up with Jasmine, Hui Li and others at Toa Payoh BreadTalk. I'm supposed to play with someone called "Liao Fang"? I think...but she didn't turn up and so it consider i won. But to me i don't really feel good because it's not by my own efforts and i am sure if the person turn up she will get to go to the next round and it is the same thing for Hui Li her opponent didn't turn up. Well, at first we was like damn nervous can! Then we play among us, it was fun whenever i play table-tennis but last week when we have cca in school somehow i don't feel like going but now i think i get that feeling of going again...

Today my match start at 3:00pm was quite nervous to but keep telling myself just go there and have fun, also learn from mistakes though at first i know that i will definitely lose and guess i will never win in table-tennis because I'm simply sucks at it... Oops... supposed to be positive...haha... Hmmm...sometimes no matter how positive we are, we also can be negative at times but also can try hard to keep ourselves positive to. So, about the match obviously i lose but Jasmine said i played quite well to but its ok, it's a great learning experience...

Is This True Happiness?

I do feel a bit of happiness today i guess... Whenever I'm with you, i feel very happy and always smiling. Even when I'm having problems, feeling very frustrated, very stress, stuff like that but whenever i see you, around you, talking to you about everything i feel really good and happy because i get to talk to you even if it is just a few minutes i am happy about it. Today, you made the smile on my face, till now i am still smiling and feel a bit of happiness. Thanks for making the smile on my face today.=)


You're everything to me...
You're the one that i trusted the most in my Life,
You're the one who i always can talk to and cry on,
You're the one that always understand me the most,
You're the one who made me who i am today,
You,You,You....
Everything is you...
No words can describes you...

I shall end this post with what i sometime tell my loved ones.


When changes come to us we tend to let go a few things,
But even if i got soo many changes in my Life.
No change can ever made me forget you...

Leadership Dicovery Course 2009!

After having one to two days of dry-run finally we have our actual today. Early in the morning wait for all primary schools to come and welcoming time. It been delay as some schools came late but its OK as after all each and everyone of us enjoy ourselves very much including the teachers from respective schools. After almost all the schools are seated, settle down, we had the welcoming session from the main comm, the rest of the student leaders from our very own school and also the teachers adviser.

The students and the teacher was extremely great! We get along quite fast and really had fun with all of them though actually the night before i was very stress, upset, after all they made my day and give me a smile. Thanks a lot Punggol Primary for making a smile and laughter on my face, you guys are great.=)


Here are some of the pictures we took.




The nine young leaders from Punggol Primary.
After lunch the teacher suggested to take pictures together.


Where they as a young leaders cooperate, taking the initiative to lead, give instructions, opinion to one another and even though some of them do blame one another in the end i am satisfied because they do realized that as a leader they shouldn't blame instead they should encourage one another.

Yes, i can't deny it that some of them are very quiet and they must really improve themselves because as a leader they also must know how to communicate well with people around them. I am very proud of each and everyone of them!=)





Their cooperation, focus, the mindset that they know they can do it and nothing is impossible even though they fail many times they just know they can do better next time round. What they got there is a cup of water onto a CD as shown and that is not their first cup of water. Well, in the end they did it, they are just a great leaders and understand whatever we're trying to tell them about leadership.
Well done Punggol Primary!!

Responsibilities

I feel that i got too many responsibilities, too many things to do at one go and to listen to people around me. I feel very weak now, not sure what should i do and feel like wanna go far far away from all this but where can i run to. I know nothing will solve and nothing helps if i run away from all this, you're totally right Ms.Oh. I feel very tired of all this, i try my best to be a good student leader in school but when it come with too many responsibilities i really can't take it. I seriously need a break badly.

Sometimes i just don't understand why must i do something that i don't like and that thing is not really important and i can't do something i like which i think it is more important as it is my responsibility. I am seriously very stress, frustrated about it and i don't what should i do now. All this is confusing me that i don't know what is the best choice for me at this point of time. I feel like no one that i can turn to or maybe that is absolutely wrong theres some pupils out there that i can turn to but those pupils, i didn't see them everyday and i don't want to go up to them once a while and tell them my problems that i am feeling very stress. But instead i want to bring joy, laughter and happiness to them that's what i want.

Honestly, everything made me feel like i want to quit as a SL but i also know it is impossible and i also know that i can't just run away from my responsibilities just like that, just because i am feeling stress at this moment. Someone told me if i really feel i got too many responsibilities then i should talk to my SL teacher but another hand is that SL must be prepare for all the responsibilities given. After three years being SL am i really gonna just stop here? I don't have the feel like last time anymore.

I mean, i always stay in school very late almost everyday, help out with whatever i can and not even feel bored staying in school everyday. But now, everything is like a big change, all that feelings in me is gone and i don't know why. I don't know how do i ever get that feelings again as for now really everything is totally gone. GONE!!