Graduation 24/9

It's a history of mine in Mayflower Secondary School. I'm not a good student nor I'm the smart one either, I'm just the ordinary student who love the school very much that most teachers, staff in school knew it or even the school's partners knew me. In this 4years of mine, I've given the opportunity to get involved in many many activities in school.

My memories in my secondary school life will always be remembered and i will not forget my teachers especially those who have seen me for more than 2years and have been helping me in many ways and made me be who i am today. I am strongly agreed with my primary 6 form teacher that, secondary school life is a life that you never wanna miss it. The time passers real fast without realizing it and i officially graduated from my secondary school and it has been always a great experience with each and everyone of Mayflower Secondary School.

The memories we had whether the good ones or the bad ones will always be remembered.

N level prelim

Today finally we get back our report book, I'm not very pleased with my results however still puts on smiles because in the past years i used to cry, feel extremely sad etc... But all that was back then when I'm in primary school or even secondary one. Now that I'm mature enough to know how should and shouldn't i be reacting, I've learn to take things calmly with sense of maturity even though like i said I'm not pleased with my own results.

To act with stupidity is just gonna embarrass yourself that was what in my mind and chose to just stay calm no matter whatever the results gonna be. Because i knew it's already past and nothing could change even if i react badly but i also knew there's always room for a better and to improve myself.

To act with stupidity is not the solutions to whatever reason, but we must learn from our mistakes and start to improve ourselves instead.

Break

Again after months then i now finally updated my blog and i was thinking to update once i get my report book for N level preliminary but I've not get my report book but my results are out and to me it is all disappointment and more to be improve.

Even thought it's a disappointment i won't brook over it but i will give my very best to focus and do well for my N level examinations that will be in just less than 1week time. Don't really have confident but i will give my best and will put back everything that could affect my performance.

Problems is never a reason for us to have bad performance in our life.

Dialogue in The Dark

Today we went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic for "Dialogue in The Dark" to experience the blind handicaps lifestyles each and everyday. How they been through their daily life without their version, how they actually know how to different shape packet drinks,money or even crossing the traffic light and many more. That are some stuffs we learn but despite all that basic stuffs, the most important thing is that we gone through how they been through and feel it with our own capabilities exactly.

So the first activity is where we sit tog with some other groups while some others went into the room where we experience the darkness. The activity is that we have to pick a theme whether it is, songs or movies and once we pick one we read it and have to draw it with blind folded. After the person done with drawing the rest have to guess what is it and that person have to pass to another person. As we move on the instructors mention my name and chose me to go up there to continue with the activity so you can call that as sabotage.hahas...

When it comes to my group, we have to sanitizer's our hands before moving in and listen to instructions from one of the instructors there. It's important to listen clearly to the instructions so that we would be clear of what we should and shouldn't be doing in there. I'm the first to step into that place of super darkness and my feelings was like very scary as that is my first time but yet very excited to explore everything in there. Mr. Wesley is our blind handicap guide who is professionally trained, he gonna be the one and only who will guide us through out the journey and we will only could, smell, hear, feel, name it but not our version.

Basically, we could ride the boat, feel the water, crossing the traffic light, walking through the bridge, touching a car, could hear the birds sounds, the river, going into the super market getting to touch the stuffs around, there's also a cafe where we could order drinks or snacks and everything in there are 100% real!!=D To wrapped up, i feel really amazed and inspired how they the blind handicaps are very confident of their destinations. I strongly encourage everyone who are interested to go for it. The price for adult is $20 and for children $12, it's worth it.

No matter where you're standing right now, never ever underestimate yourself.=))

Bored

So currently updating my blog in National Library in NorthPoint. This week as i mention in my previous post I'll be going to grandma place and i went there my sisters was feeling very happy to see me and spending time with them. Nothing much though as everyday is just almost the same nothing change.

Then about 5plus leave the library to meet up with bestfriend since she's around the corner and it's near my house. Meet up with her had a chat a for a while as she got to go and i went back home about 7plus reach home. I was quite bored though but went back home and use lappy, watch videos on youtube and i even stayed up to 4am. So basically that's that will be back with other posts.

Patient is the word key today, with it we will feel calm no matter what come across us.

My day today

So for the past days, weeks been going back school till tomorrow my June holidays finally start. But still i knew my artifact still need some time to be done as there are still numbers of things got to do, once everything is done i will take a picture of it and post it on blog and facebook.

I'll be going to my another grandma place in Aljunied and I'll be staying over from this coming Monday to the up coming Thursday. Will be spending that moments together with my two lovely twins sisters Kartina & Kartika and will take their pictures as well. Excited to see them next week, especially how they welcome me before i even step into the house each time i go there to visit all of them. Hahahas....thinking about it makes me really miss them... =))

Today my grandma cooked "Asam Pedas" syiok sia!! Hahas... One of my favorite dish out of other many dishes as i really love foods but unfortunately at times i see some foods outside looks interesting i won't be able to eat it because it's not Halal. :( Hmms...nevermind i will still have some other foods that's halal. So i won't be updating till I'm back from grandma place.

Lastly, I will definitely miss someone very much, after tomorrow gonna be like our first time not meeting each other for quite a numbers of days when we use to meet almost everyday without fail. Gonna miss you Bestfriend.=))

When someone hurt you, don't be too angry, don't hate that person for the rest of your life, But remember that, at least he/she ever makes you feel happy before.

Fresh Start

Well, well, well.... It been months since the last time i updated my blog so decided to reopen this blog again. Life, guess i could say it been like an roller coaster? In life definitely there is up and down but i must say everything are just control able and still in hand. I'm glad that no matter what comes across me, any obstacles that i have to go through, i gone through it with patient, calm and positive mind-set.

So, the latest updates in my life is mid-year-exams, which i think whoever had a high expectations of me definitely disappointed of me but i still got two chances left to improved myself in many many ways especially my studies.

Lastly, i will try to always end my post with something i learn, that i wanna share on my mind.

Never think too high of ourselves and try to tell others about their facts but tell ourselves instead. Because no one is perfect but we knew ourselves better then anyone else in the world. =))

One Month Plus

It been pretty long since the last post which is last month and here I'm back again to update my blog. I'm not sure how am i gonna start to say about my Life lately but guess everything are still under control no matter what difficulties or happiness i gone through. Nothing is easy in life, no matter how hard or easy it is we still got to face it and not to run away from it.

My experience in life that I've shared with some pupils that i trust and feel comfortable talking to and one of them is my school full-time counselor (Mrs. John). Seldom do i turn to her instead of two pupil in school that i trust the most and it's all because of some reasons of myself that not to mention here. Mrs. John said that i been carrying burdens on me for a long time and at my age to carry such burdens takes lots of energy and I'm very mature to handle all that and that is what she said, something like that i guess.

The maturity of mine are all base of my experience in life for 15years plus and soon 16years. Some stuffs about my life here, i been working since I'm 14years old ever since i came from single parent and mum is my mother and father. I started working and some people may think i shouldn't be working at my age and should be focusing with my studies now especially this year as I'm sitting for my N level. But honestly no one knows how i have been going through my life all this while. It's very tough but i still go through it and at times i feel very tired but i still have to move on.

I definitely have a choice whether i wanna work or not but i have to work to support myself in order to give some help to my mum as she's alone to pay all the bills and to raise me up all alone by herselves. Just like what i said it's very tough for me but i still have to go through it because offend i try to remind myself that there are people out there who are going through their life even worst compared to me.

2010, A matter of Choice

It's my very first post for 2010 and life been great for the first two weeks. Think i can put it that way and don't wish to talk much about my first week in school. Hence, I'm definitely gonna make the best choice for this year as I'm sitting for N level in few months time and of course it's my last year for secondary school life. Time really flies isn't it? Hmms...it's very fast that I'm turning sixteen years old in April and sitting for N level and the results will tell me, brings me to my next step of life.

Feeling scared will definitely appear in me but i just knew that i will and must work very hard in order to get to the course i want in ITE when i move on after my N level. I knew what exactly i want and so i will work towards it from now on. I can't afford to wait any longer to get started because three minutes count and in that period of minutes any changes can take place...

Two weeks of school so far so good, I'm coping with my studies as well as my other activities and taking this year even more serious. I try my best to remind myself to Take one Step at a Time, whenever I'm up to something or doing anything. I'm just feeling very tired, not getting enough sleep sometimes and have difficulty waking up every morning BUT, that won't be the reason for me to not going to school as not turning up to school is just not me and i think everyone knows that. So that's all i got to say about the two weeks of school i guess.