Bored

So currently updating my blog in National Library in NorthPoint. This week as i mention in my previous post I'll be going to grandma place and i went there my sisters was feeling very happy to see me and spending time with them. Nothing much though as everyday is just almost the same nothing change.

Then about 5plus leave the library to meet up with bestfriend since she's around the corner and it's near my house. Meet up with her had a chat a for a while as she got to go and i went back home about 7plus reach home. I was quite bored though but went back home and use lappy, watch videos on youtube and i even stayed up to 4am. So basically that's that will be back with other posts.

Patient is the word key today, with it we will feel calm no matter what come across us.

My day today

So for the past days, weeks been going back school till tomorrow my June holidays finally start. But still i knew my artifact still need some time to be done as there are still numbers of things got to do, once everything is done i will take a picture of it and post it on blog and facebook.

I'll be going to my another grandma place in Aljunied and I'll be staying over from this coming Monday to the up coming Thursday. Will be spending that moments together with my two lovely twins sisters Kartina & Kartika and will take their pictures as well. Excited to see them next week, especially how they welcome me before i even step into the house each time i go there to visit all of them. Hahahas....thinking about it makes me really miss them... =))

Today my grandma cooked "Asam Pedas" syiok sia!! Hahas... One of my favorite dish out of other many dishes as i really love foods but unfortunately at times i see some foods outside looks interesting i won't be able to eat it because it's not Halal. :( Hmms...nevermind i will still have some other foods that's halal. So i won't be updating till I'm back from grandma place.

Lastly, I will definitely miss someone very much, after tomorrow gonna be like our first time not meeting each other for quite a numbers of days when we use to meet almost everyday without fail. Gonna miss you Bestfriend.=))

When someone hurt you, don't be too angry, don't hate that person for the rest of your life, But remember that, at least he/she ever makes you feel happy before.

Fresh Start

Well, well, well.... It been months since the last time i updated my blog so decided to reopen this blog again. Life, guess i could say it been like an roller coaster? In life definitely there is up and down but i must say everything are just control able and still in hand. I'm glad that no matter what comes across me, any obstacles that i have to go through, i gone through it with patient, calm and positive mind-set.

So, the latest updates in my life is mid-year-exams, which i think whoever had a high expectations of me definitely disappointed of me but i still got two chances left to improved myself in many many ways especially my studies.

Lastly, i will try to always end my post with something i learn, that i wanna share on my mind.

Never think too high of ourselves and try to tell others about their facts but tell ourselves instead. Because no one is perfect but we knew ourselves better then anyone else in the world. =))

One Month Plus

It been pretty long since the last post which is last month and here I'm back again to update my blog. I'm not sure how am i gonna start to say about my Life lately but guess everything are still under control no matter what difficulties or happiness i gone through. Nothing is easy in life, no matter how hard or easy it is we still got to face it and not to run away from it.

My experience in life that I've shared with some pupils that i trust and feel comfortable talking to and one of them is my school full-time counselor (Mrs. John). Seldom do i turn to her instead of two pupil in school that i trust the most and it's all because of some reasons of myself that not to mention here. Mrs. John said that i been carrying burdens on me for a long time and at my age to carry such burdens takes lots of energy and I'm very mature to handle all that and that is what she said, something like that i guess.

The maturity of mine are all base of my experience in life for 15years plus and soon 16years. Some stuffs about my life here, i been working since I'm 14years old ever since i came from single parent and mum is my mother and father. I started working and some people may think i shouldn't be working at my age and should be focusing with my studies now especially this year as I'm sitting for my N level. But honestly no one knows how i have been going through my life all this while. It's very tough but i still go through it and at times i feel very tired but i still have to move on.

I definitely have a choice whether i wanna work or not but i have to work to support myself in order to give some help to my mum as she's alone to pay all the bills and to raise me up all alone by herselves. Just like what i said it's very tough for me but i still have to go through it because offend i try to remind myself that there are people out there who are going through their life even worst compared to me.

2010, A matter of Choice

It's my very first post for 2010 and life been great for the first two weeks. Think i can put it that way and don't wish to talk much about my first week in school. Hence, I'm definitely gonna make the best choice for this year as I'm sitting for N level in few months time and of course it's my last year for secondary school life. Time really flies isn't it? Hmms...it's very fast that I'm turning sixteen years old in April and sitting for N level and the results will tell me, brings me to my next step of life.

Feeling scared will definitely appear in me but i just knew that i will and must work very hard in order to get to the course i want in ITE when i move on after my N level. I knew what exactly i want and so i will work towards it from now on. I can't afford to wait any longer to get started because three minutes count and in that period of minutes any changes can take place...

Two weeks of school so far so good, I'm coping with my studies as well as my other activities and taking this year even more serious. I try my best to remind myself to Take one Step at a Time, whenever I'm up to something or doing anything. I'm just feeling very tired, not getting enough sleep sometimes and have difficulty waking up every morning BUT, that won't be the reason for me to not going to school as not turning up to school is just not me and i think everyone knows that. So that's all i got to say about the two weeks of school i guess.

Table-Tennis Camp

Last week on the 9,10,11th of December, that's when we had our Table-Tennis camp in school. There are 10 committees and total of 36 member that turn up for the camp. I can say this camp actually trying to tell us that we got to be discipline at all times as i think Table-Tennis team are lack in and of course more things that we could learn from one another and at the same time enjoy ourselves.

Day one, the committees have to be serious with all of them for the start and of course there's pupils late for the camp then punishment given. Basically, both captain Jasmine and Desmond got to tell them what are the expectations of them in the camp for three days two nights and then we had our ice-breakers like getting to know one another better and we also had our 200seconds challenge by the teachers. Actually for day one nothing much happening, in the afternoon we start our training at about 3pm to 6pm then bathe, had our dinner and lastly Movie chose by the teachers. A great movie that is strongly recommended to all.

Day two, everyone are suppose to gather at the foyer by 7:30am sharp but however some pupils are late including the committees and so we got to do our punishment together because as mention in day one “One for All, All for One”. So we got to do half squat, push up and sit up over and over as when Jasmine ask them questions they seems like not answering. Afterwards, we move on with our morning PT by running around the school four times and some walk by themselves due to their own reasons. Honestly, during the jog i feel like wanna vomit but i control myself, it really shows me how i really slack a lot as I've not been training all this while. So after jogging we go for our breakfast and i don't wish to eat has i never eat after my jog or any other sports activities but been force to eat a bread.

After breakfast we move on with our wet activity, all committees are suppose to set up all the stations while the rest of them get their dry clothes and get back to the canteen. There's lots of delay in between as we're thinking about their safety during the activities but after all everyone had fun playing with the water that been tie up with the plastic. Most of them keep taking and throw it to everyone around and that including our teacher Ms. Chew that join us in the activities as well and then everyone go wash up get ready for lunch and training at 2pm to 6pm. After training we had our dinner and get ready for our Appreciation Night to our teachers and seniors that turn up. All of us had fun during the night and being very hyper that they dance around in the I&E studio. Then we had our night walk at about 1am to 3am then everyone goes back to sleep.

Day three wake up at 7:30am, we had our PT again and fortunately no one late and we continue with our stretching and jog around school for one round. No one are suppose to walk but Jasmine was mad as there's pupils who walk and while i turn jog back to get two girls that are left behind as they're walking again because of their own reasons. Then it's my favorite session it's the Tchoukball activity then we played till 12:30pm. Then get ready for our training and our friendly match with one of the secondary i forgot already which school. I played match once and i won but think my opponent, his such a joker that he didn't play properly and keep making mistakes. So everything end at about 5plus and i wait for Chanel to go dinner together. Get home bathe and right away i sleep till the next day as I'm feeling very tired. So there's all about the Camp and good job to Jasmine and the rest of the committees member. =)