I do feel a bit of happiness today i guess... Whenever I'm with you, i feel very happy and always smiling. Even when I'm having problems, feeling very frustrated, very stress, stuff like that but whenever i see you, around you, talking to you about everything i feel really good and happy because i get to talk to you even if it is just a few minutes i am happy about it. Today, you made the smile on my face, till now i am still smiling and feel a bit of happiness. Thanks for making the smile on my face today.=)
You're everything to me...
You're the one that i trusted the most in my Life,
You're the one who i always can talk to and cry on,
You're the one that always understand me the most,
You're the one who made me who i am today,
You,You,You....
Everything is you...
No words can describes you...
I shall end this post with what i sometime tell my loved ones.
When changes come to us we tend to let go a few things,
But even if i got soo many changes in my Life.
No change can ever made me forget you...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Leadership Dicovery Course 2009!
After having one to two days of dry-run finally we have our actual today. Early in the morning wait for all primary schools to come and welcoming time. It been delay as some schools came late but its OK as after all each and everyone of us enjoy ourselves very much including the teachers from respective schools. After almost all the schools are seated, settle down, we had the welcoming session from the main comm, the rest of the student leaders from our very own school and also the teachers adviser.
The students and the teacher was extremely great! We get along quite fast and really had fun with all of them though actually the night before i was very stress, upset, after all they made my day and give me a smile. Thanks a lot Punggol Primary for making a smile and laughter on my face, you guys are great.=)
Here are some of the pictures we took.
The nine young leaders from Punggol Primary.
After lunch the teacher suggested to take pictures together.
Where they as a young leaders cooperate, taking the initiative to lead, give instructions, opinion to one another and even though some of them do blame one another in the end i am satisfied because they do realized that as a leader they shouldn't blame instead they should encourage one another.
Yes, i can't deny it that some of them are very quiet and they must really improve themselves because as a leader they also must know how to communicate well with people around them. I am very proud of each and everyone of them!=)
Their cooperation, focus, the mindset that they know they can do it and nothing is impossible even though they fail many times they just know they can do better next time round. What they got there is a cup of water onto a CD as shown and that is not their first cup of water. Well, in the end they did it, they are just a great leaders and understand whatever we're trying to tell them about leadership.
Well done Punggol Primary!!
The students and the teacher was extremely great! We get along quite fast and really had fun with all of them though actually the night before i was very stress, upset, after all they made my day and give me a smile. Thanks a lot Punggol Primary for making a smile and laughter on my face, you guys are great.=)
Here are some of the pictures we took.
The nine young leaders from Punggol Primary.
After lunch the teacher suggested to take pictures together.
Where they as a young leaders cooperate, taking the initiative to lead, give instructions, opinion to one another and even though some of them do blame one another in the end i am satisfied because they do realized that as a leader they shouldn't blame instead they should encourage one another. Yes, i can't deny it that some of them are very quiet and they must really improve themselves because as a leader they also must know how to communicate well with people around them. I am very proud of each and everyone of them!=)
Their cooperation, focus, the mindset that they know they can do it and nothing is impossible even though they fail many times they just know they can do better next time round. What they got there is a cup of water onto a CD as shown and that is not their first cup of water. Well, in the end they did it, they are just a great leaders and understand whatever we're trying to tell them about leadership.Well done Punggol Primary!!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Responsibilities
I feel that i got too many responsibilities, too many things to do at one go and to listen to people around me. I feel very weak now, not sure what should i do and feel like wanna go far far away from all this but where can i run to. I know nothing will solve and nothing helps if i run away from all this, you're totally right Ms.Oh. I feel very tired of all this, i try my best to be a good student leader in school but when it come with too many responsibilities i really can't take it. I seriously need a break badly.
Sometimes i just don't understand why must i do something that i don't like and that thing is not really important and i can't do something i like which i think it is more important as it is my responsibility. I am seriously very stress, frustrated about it and i don't what should i do now. All this is confusing me that i don't know what is the best choice for me at this point of time. I feel like no one that i can turn to or maybe that is absolutely wrong theres some pupils out there that i can turn to but those pupils, i didn't see them everyday and i don't want to go up to them once a while and tell them my problems that i am feeling very stress. But instead i want to bring joy, laughter and happiness to them that's what i want.
Honestly, everything made me feel like i want to quit as a SL but i also know it is impossible and i also know that i can't just run away from my responsibilities just like that, just because i am feeling stress at this moment. Someone told me if i really feel i got too many responsibilities then i should talk to my SL teacher but another hand is that SL must be prepare for all the responsibilities given. After three years being SL am i really gonna just stop here? I don't have the feel like last time anymore.
I mean, i always stay in school very late almost everyday, help out with whatever i can and not even feel bored staying in school everyday. But now, everything is like a big change, all that feelings in me is gone and i don't know why. I don't know how do i ever get that feelings again as for now really everything is totally gone. GONE!!
Sometimes i just don't understand why must i do something that i don't like and that thing is not really important and i can't do something i like which i think it is more important as it is my responsibility. I am seriously very stress, frustrated about it and i don't what should i do now. All this is confusing me that i don't know what is the best choice for me at this point of time. I feel like no one that i can turn to or maybe that is absolutely wrong theres some pupils out there that i can turn to but those pupils, i didn't see them everyday and i don't want to go up to them once a while and tell them my problems that i am feeling very stress. But instead i want to bring joy, laughter and happiness to them that's what i want.
Honestly, everything made me feel like i want to quit as a SL but i also know it is impossible and i also know that i can't just run away from my responsibilities just like that, just because i am feeling stress at this moment. Someone told me if i really feel i got too many responsibilities then i should talk to my SL teacher but another hand is that SL must be prepare for all the responsibilities given. After three years being SL am i really gonna just stop here? I don't have the feel like last time anymore.
I mean, i always stay in school very late almost everyday, help out with whatever i can and not even feel bored staying in school everyday. But now, everything is like a big change, all that feelings in me is gone and i don't know why. I don't know how do i ever get that feelings again as for now really everything is totally gone. GONE!!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Sec1s Selection Camp
Last Thursday and Friday in school we had our sec1s selection camp 2009. I am the mentor I/C with Syamim mentor AI/C and Jovin mentor helper actually that don't really matter as all of us are in one team.=) It was very enjoyable, fun working with both of them as they are seriously very hyper and so the three of us are very hyper for that two days one night camp. So many things have happened during the camp and i am still very happy after everything.
The three of us in-charge of group six and we're really looking forward to know each and everyone of them from group six. First start, to get to know each other name, class and CCA, it took me quite some time to remember each and everyone of their names. As mention so many things have happened and i also do learned some things from this camp.
Actually, since morning till afternoon we the mentors of group six do feel disappointed of them as we try our best to get ourselves hyper and as well to get them feel the same way. But, their attitude simply show us that this camp is boring to all of them and we the mentors also did not even see that they're communicating to each other, having the initiative, during the morning to afternoon activities and as a mentor I/C i am absolutely unhappy about it and so i decided to talk to all of them. The other two mentors also told me that they're feeling very pissed off and unhappy so i told them not to worry as i already talk to them.
I was expecting them to show some improvement but there's no improvement at all. As we move on with the activities and there's some delay in between i bring them a side and talk to them again and also told them what their other two mentors feel about them and about their attitude. So in the late afternoon they finally show a big improvement and i feel super happy. From there they continue to communicate well with each other and even take initiative. They really finally show us their potential as a leader in future and i believe they can be a great leader as well as a role model. Really had a great time with all of them... Well done group six!=)
The three of us in-charge of group six and we're really looking forward to know each and everyone of them from group six. First start, to get to know each other name, class and CCA, it took me quite some time to remember each and everyone of their names. As mention so many things have happened and i also do learned some things from this camp.
Actually, since morning till afternoon we the mentors of group six do feel disappointed of them as we try our best to get ourselves hyper and as well to get them feel the same way. But, their attitude simply show us that this camp is boring to all of them and we the mentors also did not even see that they're communicating to each other, having the initiative, during the morning to afternoon activities and as a mentor I/C i am absolutely unhappy about it and so i decided to talk to all of them. The other two mentors also told me that they're feeling very pissed off and unhappy so i told them not to worry as i already talk to them.
I was expecting them to show some improvement but there's no improvement at all. As we move on with the activities and there's some delay in between i bring them a side and talk to them again and also told them what their other two mentors feel about them and about their attitude. So in the late afternoon they finally show a big improvement and i feel super happy. From there they continue to communicate well with each other and even take initiative. They really finally show us their potential as a leader in future and i believe they can be a great leader as well as a role model. Really had a great time with all of them... Well done group six!=)
Monday, May 25, 2009
Break
It been three years I'm in mayflower secondary and so many things have happened and of course if i can reset, turn the time back i will definitely do it. I would want to turn back to my very first day of school in mayflower to start a better life, but all that is just a wish that will never ever come true. Never ever come true!
Since last few weeks i don't know why but the feeling of being very odd in life every time appear. Whatever in my mind, what I'm thinking sometime of myself is being odd. That feeling is absolutely hurt me sometime and whenever I'm feeling that way at any time i keep telling myself to control it, it is just my imagination.
I may be weak in my studies and in a normal technical stream but am i that bad?
Studies may be improve and it is never too late right... Why normal technical sometime must only be with all the other normal technical instead from other stream. Now i just waiting for June holidays because, I need a break!
Sometimes things just happen with or without we realize it and sometimes when we realized it we're actually doing it because of our own personal reason even if it hurts our loved ones. I realized sometimes i choose to behave in one kind that actually i know some people that know me just won't like and unhappy with it but i have my own reason for that. In our life is full of misunderstanding.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Love
What is Love?
How strong Love can be?
How strong can we Love someone?
And it's all about our Love towards our loved ones no matter where they are and what are they doing right now. To me love is also a strong word because since we was very young we been love by people around us and when we now an well grown up teenagers we learn how to love and give love to others. Through the love we learn the pain, sacrifices, care, concern and lot lots more.
When we love someone no matter who they're, what position they're in our life, most importantly is that we do love them and when something happen that we don't expected for we just got to face it even if it hurt us. So many things about love to talk about and i think it will never end.
To me, when we get to know someone and day after day we get a long with that person, again no matter who they're, what position they're in our life, after knowing them for quite sometime and sacrifices happen between us, next is love that we will feel from the heart. Happiness come towards our life and we feel that whenever we're with this person we feels very happy. At the same time we also want her/him to feel happy just like how we're feeling.
Sometime we love a person so so much that we don't want them to get hurt, to feel sad, feel disappointed of us, things like that and all we want is to see them happy because their happiness is our happiness to. But actually, she/he is the first person to get hurt, feel sad, feel disappointed because of us and that's because they also do love us, it just that the love towards us from them is not the same as how we love them, sometime. I rather be hurt than others to be hurt. Even if it hurts me so so much i really don't mind because their happiness is my happiness to.
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