I get my results yesterday and really feel very upset about my results this time. Especially for Math and DNT, i failed badly for almost everything and out of six subjects i only passed two subjects. This mid-year-exams really means alot to me but yet i do badly for it and i know i must not give up though yesterday after get my DNT paper i do feel like give up but tell myself that it's not the end of my life and I'm not gonna give up.
"A Failure is only When they Give UP."
I really don't know how to face my mum and tell her i do badly for my exams this time. Yesterday, after get all my results i look at my mum's picture in my wallet i almost tears but i control myself, tell myself to be strong and keep going. Even now when I'm typing i do feel like crying and i know even if i cry, keep thinking of the failure side. Nothing will change.
Sometimes i think why, why must people look down on Normal Technical?
Is NT people that bad, are we useless, stupid and that's why people think that way?
No matter what we're still humans.
I will definitely focus more for my next exams and do better for it. I don't want to let my loved ones down and feel upset esp my mum. She got a very high expectations and hope of me i must not let her down. So many things happen in my life and day after day i get more and more mature. I know what exactly i should do.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
MFSS BBQ
Today at about 1plus went home to get change, rest for a while and went back to school reach at about 5plus. I played table tennis for a while in the hall and at about 6plus i went down to help out with the BBQ. Then took pictures taken by Phaedra post there and here. Really enjoy myself and of course i'm super tired now as i reach home at about 10:45pm feel very sleepy...
This year we had Chef for the BBQ foods, also yogurt and this year also most of the Alumni are back to join the fun. As i walking around with Chanel then saw someone, chase her up to the staffroom and of course i'm happy to see her. Aiyo...this year she's cool man...want anything just say it out don't need to ask but just order it... Hahaha... ;) She's soo cute ah..Dunn need to act!=D
So serve her some foods, drink, chit chat, lot lots of fun! Mr. Iszal's baby is damn cute, sorry can't remember the name, i get the chance to carry him so happy, the baby put his right hand in to his mouth and then the baby touch my face of course my face got water from his mouth. Haha...but its ok course his just too cute...
At the end of the day, eat some foods, help to pack up and i play "Lame" jokes with Ms. Joanne Li and she whack me for that...haha.. She told me that i'm super lame but what to do i am lame... Hahaha... I went to the satffroom to Ms. Suhaila's table chit chat with her about some stuff then home sweet home. Chanel & myself walked from school to Ang Mo KIO MRT station. After all its all not bad and well done!!=)
This year we had Chef for the BBQ foods, also yogurt and this year also most of the Alumni are back to join the fun. As i walking around with Chanel then saw someone, chase her up to the staffroom and of course i'm happy to see her. Aiyo...this year she's cool man...want anything just say it out don't need to ask but just order it... Hahaha... ;) She's soo cute ah..Dunn need to act!=D
So serve her some foods, drink, chit chat, lot lots of fun! Mr. Iszal's baby is damn cute, sorry can't remember the name, i get the chance to carry him so happy, the baby put his right hand in to his mouth and then the baby touch my face of course my face got water from his mouth. Haha...but its ok course his just too cute...
At the end of the day, eat some foods, help to pack up and i play "Lame" jokes with Ms. Joanne Li and she whack me for that...haha.. She told me that i'm super lame but what to do i am lame... Hahaha... I went to the satffroom to Ms. Suhaila's table chit chat with her about some stuff then home sweet home. Chanel & myself walked from school to Ang Mo KIO MRT station. After all its all not bad and well done!!=)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
My 15th Birthday!! 14th April!
Time pass very fast with or without me realizing and right now today I'm already 15years old!! That's how fast time pass and me, hoping to achieve all my goals, really wanna learn new things in future and be more mature. When i think again about the pass, about my life 14years ago, i guess day after day i'm getting more and more mature. In fact some girls from my class or schoolmate will find me if there's any problem that they're facing and i really don't mind at all. I will always help them as long as first they must want to help themselves. Now a days i've been keep telling friend of mine all the positive sentence and from there i find that it also reminding myself and shows how mature i am.
So, in school trying to run away from some pupils that wants to punch me 15times just because today is my 15th birthday and i get the chance to run away from them... Pheww....or else my both arms will be "blue black" but instead now my back blue black! Thanks to Sheryl Lynn Gasper!! Most of them wish me, some msg, some wish me by facebook and some give me present. I really appreciate all that very much and feels very happy...=)
After school at 3:30pm got to go for CCA as normal just that been punch twice by "King Kong" as earlier on after recess she and her Good friend really chase around school by then glad my subject teacher came at the right timing. About 5plus Chanel came by the staircase near to staffroom while me waiting for mwc then after CCA we went to toa payoh walk around took pictures till about 8:30pm. While we walking around Chanel was so so clumsy that she fall down 3-4times straight and i really can't stop laughing and till now while typing i'm still laughing.(So sorry chanel, i just can't stop laughing! And ya watch your steps ya..hahaha...=P) Guess we really had fun, enjoy ourselves very much, lots of chit chat and OF COURSE all the really "Lame" jokes with really super lame pupils!! Hahaha...=D
"Thanks Everyone for all the wishes and blessings!!"
So, in school trying to run away from some pupils that wants to punch me 15times just because today is my 15th birthday and i get the chance to run away from them... Pheww....or else my both arms will be "blue black" but instead now my back blue black! Thanks to Sheryl Lynn Gasper!! Most of them wish me, some msg, some wish me by facebook and some give me present. I really appreciate all that very much and feels very happy...=)
After school at 3:30pm got to go for CCA as normal just that been punch twice by "King Kong" as earlier on after recess she and her Good friend really chase around school by then glad my subject teacher came at the right timing. About 5plus Chanel came by the staircase near to staffroom while me waiting for mwc then after CCA we went to toa payoh walk around took pictures till about 8:30pm. While we walking around Chanel was so so clumsy that she fall down 3-4times straight and i really can't stop laughing and till now while typing i'm still laughing.(So sorry chanel, i just can't stop laughing! And ya watch your steps ya..hahaha...=P) Guess we really had fun, enjoy ourselves very much, lots of chit chat and OF COURSE all the really "Lame" jokes with really super lame pupils!! Hahaha...=D
"Thanks Everyone for all the wishes and blessings!!"
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Actions speak louder than words...
The very first time i feel soo proud and for the first time i feel soo disappointed of them. Never in my life feel soo proud and disappointed like this before. I'm really happy at first and thought there will be changes in life but i'm wrong cause there's no change at all. Actions speak louder then words, by just talking totally not enough, when we say "I Will" its a promise and once we made a promise we shouldn't break it. We made promise to those who we love and care for and if we break the promise that we made it really gonna hurt her/him.
I'm still hoping that one day they will change, be more mature and be more discipline like how we behave in the 3d2n together. Why can't we maintain the same Attitude now? Why must we change back to the past instead to change for the better? Attitude is everything, if we're not gonna change our attitude right now it gonna be difficult for us after we leave our secondary life because "Choices have Consequences". I'm sure all of us still remember all that happen in that 3d2n and especially when most of us tears. People never cry for nothing and i'm pretty sure all that tears mean a lot to us. Why don't we apply everything to our daily life and not for just few days.
In this world no one have no problem at all but again Choices have Consequences and its all up to us how we gonna handle it. Our happiness is our choice, we choose to be happy then we will feel happy and no one can stop us from being happy. Each and everyone of us have our goals, we know what's our goals and we must start from now in order to achieve our goals.
Honestly, since last monday till today i feel soo disappointed but now quite ok as i'm still hoping the change for the better. I don't want we to disappoint those who have a high expectations of us. Yes, we're from NT so what? Lets together prove to others that we're not as bad as what they think of us. Think of our goals, go for it and always remember, Attitude is everything!=)
I'm still hoping that one day they will change, be more mature and be more discipline like how we behave in the 3d2n together. Why can't we maintain the same Attitude now? Why must we change back to the past instead to change for the better? Attitude is everything, if we're not gonna change our attitude right now it gonna be difficult for us after we leave our secondary life because "Choices have Consequences". I'm sure all of us still remember all that happen in that 3d2n and especially when most of us tears. People never cry for nothing and i'm pretty sure all that tears mean a lot to us. Why don't we apply everything to our daily life and not for just few days.
In this world no one have no problem at all but again Choices have Consequences and its all up to us how we gonna handle it. Our happiness is our choice, we choose to be happy then we will feel happy and no one can stop us from being happy. Each and everyone of us have our goals, we know what's our goals and we must start from now in order to achieve our goals.
Honestly, since last monday till today i feel soo disappointed but now quite ok as i'm still hoping the change for the better. I don't want we to disappoint those who have a high expectations of us. Yes, we're from NT so what? Lets together prove to others that we're not as bad as what they think of us. Think of our goals, go for it and always remember, Attitude is everything!=)
Saturday, March 28, 2009
LIVE! Operation. Sec3 camp 2009
On 25 March - 27 March 2009 is our camp at Jalan Lekar. First thought is that we gonna suffered in this camp as from what we heard from the sec4s that went to the camp last year but we're so so totally wrong because as we go on getting to know the PMs we actually enjoyed ourselves so much. In fact some of us complain to our form-teacher that we want to go home because we really thought we will have military camp.
The first day of camp we start to know our two PMs that in-charge of my class they're PM Ah Hao and PM Mabel. When we're on our way to Jalan Lekar i guess we're also feeling very excited about this camp and as we reach we put down our bags at our bed where we will be sleeping. Our PMs told us we're going to carry on with our first activity it is the "Postman Walk" when we saw what is Postman Walk all the girls from my class don't want to even try it so first few guys went while the rest give our support because before we carry on we must shout our name and our goals and if we did not control we will fall into the river. Some of us made it and even injured our hands but some fall into the river. Not even a girl want to try and PM Mabel keep on telling me, encourage me to go and she say it like three times,(Thanks for your support PM Mabel) then next Ms. Suhaila and my classmate give me their support and i be the first girl in class to go for it and i made it to the end.=) On the same day there's 4 of us been chosen as private they're, Jin Hao, Jeremy, Dominic, myself and it also will be pass on to others that our PMs decide.
In this camp there's a lot of activities that we must do it together as a class and I'm very proud of my classmate because through this camp i can see that my classmate, we really support one another, we cooperate and most importantly we're so so discipline. Hope that we can apply this in school and pass this message to the other 12pupils that didn't go for this camp.
The second day early morning we do pity and Success clap if i'm not wrong we did up to 1100. After that we went down to the HQ for our breakfast then we continue with our next activities. After a few activities there's an activity which all of us including PM Ah Hao, PM Mabel, Ms. Oh and Ms. Suhaila take part. Some of the girls fall down but the rest of us keep cheering for one another and still made it. I belief each and everyone of us bring something back after this camp. When its time for all of us to get shower and have our dinner 4 of us from every classes been chosen again. This time our PMs choose Ling Yi, Jeremy, Dominic, myself and we been told to write down our goals in future and do a mental physical training for 55Min's but we made it to 1hr something like that. Then we went for jogging for quite far distance then my left ankle hurt and i stop for awhile but Jeremy and Ling Yi support me from the back shouting for me. Thanks guys!=)
The third day its time for us to clean all the place but Ah Hao told us we can slack and we chit chat with each other. Our lovely PM Mabel brought us something again, its a chocolate, about 9plus we must be back at HQ and settle down. We also had appreciation session where we write whatever we want and give it to them. I wrote for PM Ah Hao, PM Mabel, Ms. Oh, Ms. Suhaila, i give to Ms. Oh first and i saw her crying i can't stop myself but i also cry. After the appreciation we move a side and took pictures together then while Ms. Suhaila wanted to tell us something she also cry and almost the whole class cry to.
When we reach in school we're supposed to gathered for one last time but most of us don't know so they just left. I saw my junior class 1Formidable most of them crying and one of the girl just came up to me and hug me. Its really a very touching day that so many "water coolers" around and i end my camp day in school hugging my lovely PM Mabel and PM Suhaila. Love and miss you guys so much! The memories we had together will always be remembered.=)
Love,
Kay
The first day of camp we start to know our two PMs that in-charge of my class they're PM Ah Hao and PM Mabel. When we're on our way to Jalan Lekar i guess we're also feeling very excited about this camp and as we reach we put down our bags at our bed where we will be sleeping. Our PMs told us we're going to carry on with our first activity it is the "Postman Walk" when we saw what is Postman Walk all the girls from my class don't want to even try it so first few guys went while the rest give our support because before we carry on we must shout our name and our goals and if we did not control we will fall into the river. Some of us made it and even injured our hands but some fall into the river. Not even a girl want to try and PM Mabel keep on telling me, encourage me to go and she say it like three times,(Thanks for your support PM Mabel) then next Ms. Suhaila and my classmate give me their support and i be the first girl in class to go for it and i made it to the end.=) On the same day there's 4 of us been chosen as private they're, Jin Hao, Jeremy, Dominic, myself and it also will be pass on to others that our PMs decide.
In this camp there's a lot of activities that we must do it together as a class and I'm very proud of my classmate because through this camp i can see that my classmate, we really support one another, we cooperate and most importantly we're so so discipline. Hope that we can apply this in school and pass this message to the other 12pupils that didn't go for this camp.
The second day early morning we do pity and Success clap if i'm not wrong we did up to 1100. After that we went down to the HQ for our breakfast then we continue with our next activities. After a few activities there's an activity which all of us including PM Ah Hao, PM Mabel, Ms. Oh and Ms. Suhaila take part. Some of the girls fall down but the rest of us keep cheering for one another and still made it. I belief each and everyone of us bring something back after this camp. When its time for all of us to get shower and have our dinner 4 of us from every classes been chosen again. This time our PMs choose Ling Yi, Jeremy, Dominic, myself and we been told to write down our goals in future and do a mental physical training for 55Min's but we made it to 1hr something like that. Then we went for jogging for quite far distance then my left ankle hurt and i stop for awhile but Jeremy and Ling Yi support me from the back shouting for me. Thanks guys!=)
The third day its time for us to clean all the place but Ah Hao told us we can slack and we chit chat with each other. Our lovely PM Mabel brought us something again, its a chocolate, about 9plus we must be back at HQ and settle down. We also had appreciation session where we write whatever we want and give it to them. I wrote for PM Ah Hao, PM Mabel, Ms. Oh, Ms. Suhaila, i give to Ms. Oh first and i saw her crying i can't stop myself but i also cry. After the appreciation we move a side and took pictures together then while Ms. Suhaila wanted to tell us something she also cry and almost the whole class cry to.
When we reach in school we're supposed to gathered for one last time but most of us don't know so they just left. I saw my junior class 1Formidable most of them crying and one of the girl just came up to me and hug me. Its really a very touching day that so many "water coolers" around and i end my camp day in school hugging my lovely PM Mabel and PM Suhaila. Love and miss you guys so much! The memories we had together will always be remembered.=)
Love,
Kay
Friday, March 20, 2009
After soo long...
It have been a very very long time since my last post in 2008 and here i am with my first post in 2009!=) So many things had happen this year, now that term one is ending soon and i really gonna start the term two with a positive one, will try hard to be a better person and really try very hard to study harder. Well, this year i'm very happy with my results but will still try harder to get better results in future.
and glad to see her again after so long. I saw her and i can tell she's feeling down very sad, discourage, i ask her what happen, she just can't take it and cry while she telling me what's bothering her at that point of time. I understand exactly how she feel because i experience it before and it almost made me tears. I belief that she able to over come all that happening to her life right now and i also told her that if she need any help i will always be there anytime. So, i walk her to the bus stop and it almost 2pm so i rush back to school so Yesterday, I'd CCA in school i should be in school 15mins before 2pm but i saw my primary school best friendi'll be on time for CCA. I really hope to see her again, get to talk to her and encourage her to preserver in all that she got to face.
Then in school hall start to play Table-Tennis, this time i really gonna train very hard and will always try hard, harder in all that i'm doing from now on... Will learn how to never ever give up in life and do better in all that i'm doing!
and glad to see her again after so long. I saw her and i can tell she's feeling down very sad, discourage, i ask her what happen, she just can't take it and cry while she telling me what's bothering her at that point of time. I understand exactly how she feel because i experience it before and it almost made me tears. I belief that she able to over come all that happening to her life right now and i also told her that if she need any help i will always be there anytime. So, i walk her to the bus stop and it almost 2pm so i rush back to school so Yesterday, I'd CCA in school i should be in school 15mins before 2pm but i saw my primary school best friendi'll be on time for CCA. I really hope to see her again, get to talk to her and encourage her to preserver in all that she got to face.
Then in school hall start to play Table-Tennis, this time i really gonna train very hard and will always try hard, harder in all that i'm doing from now on... Will learn how to never ever give up in life and do better in all that i'm doing!
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