Wednesday,3rd September

Last wednesday i went to school for maths remedial in the morning started at 9am and end around 10plus. After remedial i went out with three of the girls from my class til around 1plus and then i meet my senior and walk around amk til 8plus. On that day actually i'm not feeling well but don't wanna go home so hang out with my senior... When i wanna leave already, contact my mum and meet her... Glad that at the end of the day i went home with my mum cause my condition was very very bad. Reach home i was like zombie, feeling very cold,straight the way lie down and sleep. I was so tired but had a nice day out with senior so not so bad. Whatever that i had done really affect my health i guess... Hmmm...i told one of my friend what happen and after telling her everything she told me good that i'm not her sister if not she will slap me already. Hais...good that she's not my sister if not i kana slap already... Hmmm...such a caring friend i have... Haha... :p That's one of my friend haven include my senior, if she find out confirm scold me to death! Of cause not so stupid go and tell her right but she also might find out by herself one day... Just prepare to run far far away from her when she find out then...

Darkness

Guess now i am in a very dark side... Hope to be shine again... Sometime it's really hurts to be in the dark and really prefer a better side... But sometime also have no choice, just can't take it and can't control it...

Teachers Day Celebration

Friday,29thAugust is teachers day celebration and feeling quite sad... After the celebration went to staffroom looking for my form-teacher for the report book but can't find her. While standing outside the staffroom door one of my loved ones that i always name her as my "sweet" one came towards me. At that point of time sheryl and myself going to cry already cause two of the teachers is leaving but i'm trying not to cry then my sweet one says that she wants to cry already while she standing inside the staffroom near to the door. Then she came out from the staffroom stand right in front of me and she starts to cry... She hug me three times tightly while she's crying and told me what happen. She also told me that my co-form teacher cried when she went into the staffroom previously. Keep on telling her to stop crying while hugging her cause i just can't take it to see her crying on the day that she actually should be happy and that is the first time i see her cry. After keep on telling her to stop crying then she stop and went into the staffroom. I went back to classroom then get my report book and walk back to the staffroom. While walking to the staffroom, saw my co-form teacher then i starts to cry again at the same time keep on ask her is she okay. She told me she's okay but i can see her eyes very red and like just stop crying. She went to the toilet and i walk to the staffroom to call one of the teacher. Then i call the other three of the teachers to give them some chocolate. At that point of time i was crying and very very hard to stop my tears then the three teachers look at me as i'm crying. That's all what happened in the morning in my secondary school...



My day in the afternoon, went back to my primary school... As i'm waiting for my primary school teachers at the canteen my primary school friend Sheilla came towards me and i'm feeling very happy to see her again... :) Then we went to the canteen and have a privacy talk about each other. After talking for quite some time, i saw one of the teacher that now known as Mdm Norhafizah or Mdm Nor and i ask Sheilla to go towards Mdm Nor with me. I talk to her, ask how is she and ask for her number so that we can be more keep in touch to each other. After talking to Mdm Nor for quite some time we walk to the front gate to meet our other friends. We meet each other there's Sheilla, Shakinah, myself and many more includes some of them from sec1s this year 2008. We was so happy that at last on teachers day celebration we can gathered again at our primary school. We met our ex-teachers then even took pictures with them and one the teacher known as Ms. Adawiyah, she was so happy to see her ex-students also. Around 2:30pm we all leave the school, went to a block opposite our primary school sit under the block then chit chat at there for quite some time and took group photos. After that we went to a playground few blocks from where we are. That playground is where we as a group normally go after school last time. We spend together till around 4:30pm-5pm, when we at the playground we also keep on took pictures. Haha...so so happy to be together with them again... :) So...that's my whole day in secondary and primary schools.

Class T-shirt

Today early in the morning while having silent reading in class our form-teacher give out our class t-shirt. Our form-teacher, she told us that we must be very very quiet before and after we get our class t-shirt. Then after almost whole class get the class t-shirt again almost the whole class got lot lot lots of objection about the shirt. Got the wrong size lah...why put our name and our number already still must put our class lah... Then some of them choose weird weird name.. Haha... All of them are so funny.. But the most funniest is that some of the girls got the wrong size and its super "Big". I can imagine how do they look like with the class t-shirt that is not their normal size but a bigger size. Hmmm... Maybe there will look like ______?Oops.. Hehe.. ;) Nah...I'm not that evil.. Well...what's done, is done and that is still gonna be our class t-shirt. Nothing that can be change...

The Difference

I got up early one morning and rushed right into the day;
I had so much to accomplish that I didn't have the time to pray.
Problems just tumbled about me, and heavier came each task.
"Why doesn't God help me?"
I wondered,
He answered, "You didn't ask".

I wanted to see joy and beauty,
but the day toiled on grey and bleck.
I wondered why God didn't show me,
He said, " You didn't seek".
I tried to come into God's presence;
I used all my keys at the lock.
God gently and lovingly chided,
"My child, you didn't knock".

I woke up early this morning,
and paused before entering the day;
I had so much to accomplish
that I had to take time to pray.

"Right Here Waiting"

It's really a meaningful song and its one of my favourite song. It's also makes someone cry when she listen to this song.. Haha.. :p This song is also for our loved ones i guess. Well, so far i've not been listening to this song for quite long... Hope to hear this song again.. :) Those sentences below is specially for a person that very special to heart. It can be anyone like people at home, firends or even people at school like teachers.. :)





"Just hearing this song... Makes me think of you..


Even in the little time we have known one another...I can't help, But care for you.

Your Heart Your Soul...And all those things you do.

But after that it gets so complicated...

You don't see it from my point of view...We are so far apart.

All the things you say...They got to me.

I know you have been through so much...And I'm always here for you if you need me.

Things were so much easier...back in the start.

All our conversations are forgotten...And arguement take their place.

I just want things back the way they were.

When I smile to see your face...

Back when We had a laugh...And I hated it when you, We're gone.

We hardly talk anymore...And it kills me to lose you like this.

I would be lost without you.."