It's pathetic

Haiz...i really don't know what to do everything is pathetic...

What is it that i don't know?!

What is it that i don't understand?!

What is it about friendship and relationship?!


I experienced it before, i gone true all this before and how can i don't understand... Even when i don't understand it, i'll try to understand. Yes! Its hard and not easy to say out what's happening... I've try my best to always be there, to understand and do anything. But at the end of the day i'm still a human and have feelings to... Everything that happen is not what i want and nobody want it to be like this and i don't blame anyone. Why must all this happened, i'm so so tired about all this... I'm feeling very tired and discouraged... What should i do now, i'm really confused... I am very upset and worry bout my result, i can't hide or pretend that i'm happy when i'm not. Its natural if i feel very sad bout my result cause my result will shape my future and how can i don't feel upset about it when my result to me is bad...

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As i'm typing this i can't stop myself from tears... Its hurtful whenever to face this kind of situation but what can i do seeing her like that hurts me soo much. Well, this is also something that i must learn how to accept the situation cause its all her job. I'm just a normal girl and can't do anything bout it cause i'm just helpless in it. But of cause no matter what happen i'll always be by her side if she need my help. I'll always be happy to help her and hope to see her more relax after all the examinations....