Bad Day

I don't know what's wrong with myself and this few days i seems to not or even realized what i'm doing. Its really a bad days for me especially yesterday when my phone been confiscated. Its already end of year and all the more i should help her and not give her more trouble. What the hell happening to me! Yesterday when she told me to help her do something, i help and make a mistake.

It shows how lousy and sux i am... After one of the incident how am i gonna go on with my life, i feel so so down, sad , tired, lousy, sux and discouraged!! I'm just useless! After all this i call and name myself as an Student Leaders Board! What kind of a leader i am! I really don't know what to do already, how long can i take it and i don't even know how to react now. Its really complicated and its always complicated. I look at her and i know she's very tired cause i heard she have not been sleeping well. I wanted to ask her is she ok at that point of time but i don't know why its very difficult for me to say out and ask. So i continue do what she told me to do and just keep everything to myself...