Saturday,20th September

I went out with senior to study at amk from 2plus and i was supposed to reach home before 10pm. I meet her at the amk library but there's no space for us to study in the library. About 7pm went to the middle of amk field near to the condo to watch the sunset, having fun, being super lame and took pictures. Then went to banquet to have dinner and after that we went to mac to study again. Around 915pm decided to go home cause its quite late, we pack then walk to the mrt and by the time we reach the mrt its about 930pm. We was being super lame especially to "you and ur enjoyment" keep on talk about the enjoy. Haha... So the day is just fine all the way up to 940pm i took mrt and senior, she walk home.

While i'm in the train msg my mum to inform her that i'm on the way home but she was unhappy that i'll be late which is i'll be reaching home after 10pm. Well, i know its my mistake but at least i inform her that i'll be late and i only will be late for about 10-15mins not 1hour. Hmmm...that's the night that i never expected something bad will happen and something that i never dream of i'll do such a thing, something that i just can't say it out. Now i'm just feeling soo sad and not sure, dunno whatever i had done last night is the right thing to do or the wrong thing but i guess its the wrong thing to do. But at that point of time i also dunno what to do already was feeling very sad and stress to... Hais...seriously dunno what gonna happen to my life in future and now just can't stop crying... I know that i can't let this matter effect my studies but this time round its really hard to get it out of my mind as this is a very serious thing i ever made... Why must i always be like this...when i started to be positive something "whacked" me down to the ground again and it really hurts.... Lastly...


To the two of "you"...

Just wanna really thank you both for being by my side when i need the support. Thanks for all the support and everything that you guys have given me, i really appreciate it...Without the both of you i really don't know and can't imagine what's gonna happen to me, to my life. Also have a great time with you guys, all the lame jokes and the enjoyment... Haha... Will never forget those times when we're together... Thank You so so much!! :) Smile!