Apportunity

Last week talk to her and have no choice but to tell her everything if not she say don't talk to her... Sigh... Hmmm...she surprise me by saying that i must tell her everything if not don't talk to her and of cause i need to talk to her also feel touch by that sentence... She makes me think that i'm important to her that i must tell her everything but am i important? It doesn't matter anyway as long as i know that she's important to me that's enough. So i told her everything and feel like there's nothing else in my life that i keep from her... Well i don't mind telling her everything anyway, cause i trust her and that's why she know everything bout me...

Now i don't know what's wrong with myself, my life... Last few days seems to be very pathetic and it makes me feel like wanna give up... But when i think of her and what she told me in past makes me still standing around people. Then there's the 3rd person, another woman came to my life and started to talk to her bout what happen recently. I did not tell her exactly what happen cause most probably just don't want her to be worry and don't wanna tell her bout all the bad or sad things... Think everything that had happen last few days is all because of my own attitude and i must do something with that... Hmmm...everything is just pathetic this days or maybe i'm the one who pathetic... Can't blame anyone but myself...