Mid-Year-Exams Results

I get my results yesterday and really feel very upset about my results this time. Especially for Math and DNT, i failed badly for almost everything and out of six subjects i only passed two subjects. This mid-year-exams really means alot to me but yet i do badly for it and i know i must not give up though yesterday after get my DNT paper i do feel like give up but tell myself that it's not the end of my life and I'm not gonna give up.


"A Failure is only When they Give UP."


I really don't know how to face my mum and tell her i do badly for my exams this time. Yesterday, after get all my results i look at my mum's picture in my wallet i almost tears but i control myself, tell myself to be strong and keep going. Even now when I'm typing i do feel like crying and i know even if i cry, keep thinking of the failure side. Nothing will change.

Sometimes i think why, why must people look down on Normal Technical?
Is NT people that bad, are we useless, stupid and that's why people think that way?
No matter what we're still humans.

I will definitely focus more for my next exams and do better for it. I don't want to let my loved ones down and feel upset esp my mum. She got a very high expectations and hope of me i must not let her down. So many things happen in my life and day after day i get more and more mature. I know what exactly i should do.